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Oblivion

back then, when I was touching you

in one single moment, I saw your soul naked

before that, I tried gently to peel off layer by layer, one at a time

layer of lies, layer of truths, layer of pains, layer of egos and alter-egos

layers of the very you

eventually I could get through inside, and it was a terrifying view

so deep, so abysmal, so painful, so infinite, so dark

well, perhaps that's love - right there at the bottom, 

which cannot be reached by any ordinary means

I could just see and feel it for a tiny little moment

less than a second at the bottom of the truth

 

despite the pain it brings,

there's a room for compassion and a need to comfort you

as your suffering is fully understood

a hug for your naked soul, so fragile and unreachable

hidden under a facade of massive loss and consequent unspeakable pain

but I'm afraid

I'm scared like a little kid lost in a maze

I'm scared to see you real

I'm scared to see me real 

therefore, I'm running away as far as I can get and further on

to the land of Oblivion